January 31st 2005
“Through the Light”
I have bookmarked Marianne Williamson’s blog and visit it occasionally. She is one of my favourite writers. Her book, "A Return to Love" contains a passage that continues to inspire me daily. She posted the following on her blog recently and when I read it my heart felt so heavy. It is a beautiful message and I am re-posting it all here for you to read:
"Through the Light" by Mellen-Thomas Benedict
Dear Friends,
This is so amazing. Read on….
Marianne
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In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. My condition was non-operable.I chose not to have chemotherapy. I was given six to eight months
to live. Before this time, I had become increasingly despondent over
the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth.I came to believe that nature had made a mistake - that we were
probably a cancerous organism on the planet. And that is what
eventually killed me. Before my death, I tried all sorts of alternative
healing methods. None helped.So I determined that this was between me and God. I had never really
considered God. Neither was I into any kind of spirituality, but my
approaching death sent me on a quest for more information about
spirituality and alternative healing. I read various religions and
philosophies. They gave hope that there was something on the other side.I had no medical insurance, so my life savings went overnight on
tests. Unwilling to drag my family into this, I determined to handle
this myself. I ended up in hospice care and was blessed with an angel
for my hospice caretaker, whom I will call "Anne." She stayed with me
through all that was to follow. It lasted about eighteen months.




